Tell us more about your work, that sounds really interesting.
IT development manager, does that involve coding? here at psychostudios (or whatever i rename it to be at the time.) things are a little chaotic, but I do try to develop a little, of late ive had mysterious drops in motivation, but I still manage to tap in at least 30 lines a day, I found by reducing the amount of lines I need to type by making the programs shorter it makes up for the lack of tapping I can get myself to do.
I'm 41, would you believe, and my health is deteriorating, because I smoke too much, I need to quit, very bad, but I have a death wish it seems and sometimes I think quitting is the gutless option, and real men smoke themselves to death!!! (that was a serious joke.) its terrible...
Maybe my lack of productivity could simply be just the effect of that. Pity the fool I am. Its taken me a while, but I have nearly finished my latest system, which I will be posting here for you guys.
I dont mind sharing the idea, I just make a physics engine, and just keep iterating till Ive used up all the computers resources. (I do gpu code.) and I use it as a brute force search to get some hopefully nice robotic athletics going on the computer screen.
My dream is to make the next big thing in computers, which I think could be the next generation of "TV TENNIS" machines, except now theres 2 to 4 very good robots diving around instead of just rectanglar block paddles, but ill keep the graphics nice and simple line based stuff the same, to give more vintage effect.
I hope to have it uploaded here, ASAP, I've got very little more to write left (Ive nearly got it done... nearly!!!), its just I'm a either a very tired bunny with chronic fatigue, or a turtle, either way turtle tortoise it doesnt make much of a difference. ITS VERY SLOW development.
So thats the newies, got any advice for a guy with no motivation left to get his homework done?? I just keep on truckin' myself, not sure what to do about it.